January 28, 2022
Wow, it has been way too long. I haven’t even realized because the days just all blend into one another lately. I started school on the 10th and trying to balance everything has been so hectic. Most of my classes are online but I have one in person class. Let me tell you, having a toddler & an infant while trying to manage school and home is NO JOKE. Ive finally come down with a good schedule to keep things running smoothly. My husband has been helping as much as he can of course. Things between us have been much better too. Theres still some moments when Im not sure if he does want this but thats mainly me being in my head. I feel like us woman do that sometimes. I have more reason to do it now. I wish I didn’t. I really haven’t brought it up though. We are having normal marriage problems now. Especially trying to get a new job so we can make this huge move back home. Gosh, I truly cant wait until we are closer to my family. There is so much stress that is going to be instantly gone. We are going to have so much help and actually be able to go back on dates. We haven’t been on a date in a year and a half. The rent will be cheaper and our finances are getting better, so things are really looking up these days. I just hope when we do move we are able to rebuild the trust even more and not go backwards. He’s going to be somewhere he’s unfamiliar with so I’m hoping he doesn’t end up hating it. He loves my family though so it could all work out. Regardless, I am super excited to see where this next chapter will take us.